Wednesday, November 10, 2010

A Toilet of Beauty

My father grows old in the toilet,

a desolate room

with the air thick as mold.

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He works life there in perpetual sweat,

a captain of industry

building factories of sick.

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Little bits of wonder found in claustrophobic vistas

often linger in his melancholy,

kissing the linoleum.

(even when repugnant to his hesitant eye -

even as the porcelain drains his dreams bone dry.)

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The mirror blissfully out of reach,

my father hugs his friend,

wrapping his arms 'round the cold white wet.

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Yes, my father grows old in the toilet

amidst his softly sour splatter,

the holy cracking plaster,

and half finished caulking consecrating his divine.

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So many contemplations,

so many toilets of my own

since a childhood spent listening to my father pray.

The eternally pungent confessional,

with a compassion beyond religion,

kneeling, catharsis, release ...

Until a trembling tug of the handle

flushes the misery for a moment from his mind.

And from mine.

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